I’m serious about the need, the want, the desire to build a better me through faith and worship, but being only the second day of my new path I’m really not good at it. I’ve always assumed I was not wanted in any social setting. I’m socially inept. I’m also awkward, tired, and confidence-challenged. I… Continue reading Paranoia

Hold The Schmaltz

schmaltz [shmahlts, shmawlts]noun1. Informal. exaggerated sentimentalism, as in music or soap operas.2. fat or grease, especially of a chicken. I originally came up with this entry’s title in reference to two random discussions with the colleague I’ve been blathering on about. In one, I had mentioned that with all the choices in religions,┬áreligious┬ásubsets, and variants… Continue reading Hold The Schmaltz