So my car is getting totaled out, I owe a great deal of money to a great deal of people, and my future employment is uncertain. It is awfully hard to find a job when you must tell them that a) you do not have reliable transportation and b) you are going to have a baby soon and c) you cannot work weekdays during the day because you go to school. I do not know what to do, but I know that the job I have right now will get the bills taken care of until the end of January. Assuming that my grant and loans come in on time, I should be okay for February, and possibly the rest of the semester for just the rent. Work-study jobs are available, but would only allow me fifteen hours a week at minimum wage. That would average out to about three-hundred-some-odd dollars a month, barely enough to pay my bills, not counting debts/food/rent. I really hope that Academy keeps me on, but it is not likely considering my lack of transportation. My future is uncertain, but what am I to do?
Oblivion Dust–My memory kills. I need to put my pieces back, and try to live a life that I once knew. I’ll find a way. I’ll find a way. I’m bored and tired. Give me some life, I sure need it to make me happy. I’m dreaming of a future womb, a place of warmth that I can fit inside to hibernate in.