I just found out a couple of hours ago that I am going to Oklahoma today. Yes, that’s right, having procrastinated in my getting ready, I am now faced with the panic of having to withdraw money from the ATM, close the bank account, pack the belongings, figure out what to do with what I… Continue reading Panic!!!
I helped boyfriend pack all of his belongings into his car, then he handed me the few items (such as groceries) that couldn’t fit or wouldn’t survive the trip, and got into the driver’s seat and drove out of my life again. The last words we said to each other were, “I love you,” and,… Continue reading And So The Breckle Fuzzin Fly?
Crying my eyes out at three AM sounds all kinds of pleasant, but it’s what I find myself doing lately…I don’t understand why life has to keep dumping loads of shit on me. I’ve heard a rumor that there are people in this world who have never been hated, berated, belittled, and bruised, never been… Continue reading The Details Of My Days And Nights And My Thoughts And Dreams
Once upon a time, there was a little girl. She was a normal little girl, just like any other little girl, and she could have grown up to be anything she wanted. She could have been the president or an astronaut or a singer or a poet or an aquatic marine biologist, but she didn’t… Continue reading The Little Girl
I lost my baby on Friday, am on the verge of possibly losing my crappy job, owe thousands of dollars to hospitals, Doctors, and loans, am on the verge of becoming homeless, and am about to lose Robert as well. I am, to say the least, on a precipice. I do not know whether to… Continue reading Dazed And Confused