As of yesterday morning, my pregnancy officially ended. The five weeks of bleeding and pleading that led up to this event were hell, but the actual moment when the doctor told me the news was, to say the least, heartrending. I began the old worries about whether I will ever be able to have children;… Continue reading The Lost Ones
You know, the world seems so much nicer at six-thirty in the morning in a t-shirt and underwear…I got hungry at five-thirty and could not go back to sleep without satiating my appetite. Thus, I found myself heating up some leftover fried chicken and potato wedges, which I supplemented with ketchup and srichacha sauce (a… Continue reading Six Thirty AM
I am awake right now, but barely. I think I fell asleep around two in the morning, but I kept waking up every hour or two to use the bathroom, and just recently my stomach saw fit to inform me that I needed to take one of the few things I have left in my… Continue reading Sleep, Or The Lack Thereof…
I am now approximately ten weeks along now. I am supposed to not worry, as it could make things worse, but all I can do is think about what might be going on. I put myself back on bed-rest pending my next doctor visit, because I was bleeding more and more, and it makes doing… Continue reading Worry
As the weeks roll by, and the bleeding won’t cease, I continue to wonder what is wrong with me and my baby. My doctor tells me that the gestational sac is growing, but cautions me that I could be having a miscarriage, that only time will tell. I have researched the causes if early pregnancy… Continue reading Placenta Previa?
Who are you going to be? Will you be a boy or a girl? What name shall I call you? Will you grow up to be the first female president? Will you be rich and famous? Will you live a quiet yet fulfilling life? Will you have children of your own someday? I hope you… Continue reading My Dear Sweet Childe,
I wrote this poem a long time ago, and though it doesn’t really apply to my current situation, as the father of this childe wants to be here for the baby, I still like the poem as a whole, and felt like posting it. Enjoy: Just A Little Note: Just a little note to my… Continue reading Just A Little Note To My Unborn Childe…